thank you

thank you for introducing me to your friend misery
she bites hard and leaves scratch marks
but man i've never had better
if happiness ever speaks to me again
i'll notice the hesitation in her embrace

edge

looking down paralyzes me with fear
looking back seems impossible
but i can't stay here

change me

pressurized words escape the bottleneck of my mind
birthing a shrieking voice to the boiling volume inside
as those i love the most bring out the worst in me
and i crave the violent healing of a thunderstorm

so

so much beauty in the world
so easy to get lost in it
so i let go of my conscience
so i focus on suffering
so i have something to hold on to
so what?

perpetual motion

pick any moment
from conception to sublimation
i love you in it
ain't nothin' gonna keep me from you
but that's all hypothetical

in this moment
and this moment
and this one too
i hold you close and tight
and give and take with you

industry of the senses

speakers fall into the resonance of life
like falling into love without expectations
my other 4 senses form a jealous mob